Her hair was up in a pony tail,
her favorite
dress tied with a bow.
Today was Daddy's Day at school,
and she
couldn't wait to go.
But her mommy tried to tell her,
that she
probably should stay home.
Why the kids might not understand,
if she
went to school alone.
But she was not afraid;
she knew just what
to say.
What to tell her classmates;
why he wasn't
there today.
But still her mother worried
for her to face
this day alone.
And that was why she tried again,
to
keep her daughter home.
But the little girl went to school,
eager to
tell them all.
About a dad she never sees,
a dad who never
calls.
There were daddies along the wall in back,
for everyone to meet.
Children squirmed impatiently,
anxious in
their seats.
One by one the teacher called,
a student
from the class.
To introduce their daddy,
as seconds slowly
passed.
At last the teacher called her name,
every
child turned to stare.
Each of them was searching for
a man who
wasn't there.
"Where's her daddy at?"
she heard a boy call
out.
"She probably doesn't have one,"
another
dared to shout.
And from somewhere near the back,
she heard
a daddy say,
"Looks like another deadbeat dad,
too busy
to waste his day."
The words did not offend her,
as she smiled
up at her Mom.
And looked back at her teacher,
who told her
to go on.
And with hands behind her back,
she began to slowly speak.
And out from the mouth of a child
came words
incredibly unique.
"My Daddy couldn't be here,
'cause he lives
so far away.
But I know he wishes that he could,
since it's
such a special day.
And though you cannot meet him,
I wanted you
to know.
All about my daddy,
and how much he loves me
so.
He loved to tell me stories,
he taught me to
ride my bike.
He surprised me with pink roses,
and taught
me to fly a kite.
We used to share fudge sundaes,
and ice
cream in a cone.
And though you cannot see him,
I'm not
standing here alone.
'Cause my daddy's always with me,
even
though we are apart.
I know because he told me,
he'll be always
in my heart"
With that, her little hand reached up,
and
lay across her chest.
Feeling her own heartbeat,
beneath her
favorite dress.
From somewhere in the crowd of dads,
her
mother stood in tears.
And proudly watched her daughter,
who was wise
beyond her years.
For she stood up for the love
of a man not
in her life.
Doing what was best for her,
doing what was
right.
And when she dropped her hand back down,
staring straight into the
crowd.
She finished with a voice so soft,
but its
message clear and loud.
"I love my daddy very much,
he's my shining
star.
And if he could, he'd be here,
but heaven's
just too far.
But sometimes when I close my eyes,
it's
like he never went away."
And then she closed her eyes,
and saw him
there that day.
And to her mother's amazement,
she witnessed
with surprise.
A room full of daddies and children,
all
starting to close their eyes.
Who knows what they saw before them,
who
knows what they felt
inside.
Perhaps for merely a second,
they saw him at
her side.
"I know you're with me Daddy,"
to the
silence she called out.
And what happened next made believers,
of
those once filled with
doubt.
No one could explain it,
for
their eyes had all been closed.
But there on the desk beside her,
was a
fragrant, soft-pink rose.
And a child was blessed that day,
by the love of her
shining star.
And given the gift of believing,
that heaven is never too far.
~Cheryl Costello-Forshey~ (Copyright 2000)